Your Mother Says

HERSHEY'S

2010-08-03T21:45:00.001+08:00

this means double chin double up!

sssssweeeeetttttt

2010-07-30T21:33:00.002+08:00

Movie yesterday with darling boy is the best thing, although he finishes the food and drinks real fast.. as in REAL fast... but its ok... he looks after me well.. he know i've got sweaty palms and will get real cold in air conditioned places, so he always watch over me.. i wonder if he's watching me or the movie sometimes... but its SSSSSSWEEEEEEEETT...
The Sorcerer's Apprentice = NICE! Dave is real cute..

return

2010-07-27T21:42:00.014+08:00

woah... back after 2 months.. well i guess not many people is reading so i just write for my own pleasure.. the past 3 months at work was fine.. learning more n more things.. if i should say where is the best place to learn for a new staff as a Business Office Assistant in SGH, i would say its Blk 7... Best people, Best environment.
ok boring i know.. because its only for my colleagues who will know where the hell is Blk 7...
then, boring working life came a new youngster to our auntie-ful Connection 1 Business Office..
ta-dah <DENNIS> and there is SHAKILA too!
he will miss the private pantry now that he's back to SGH Business Office...then there is the Shihui who is there for me and i know she will always be...
Cecilia went Australia... been cracking our brains before she left for the best present that we could get for her.. in the end we bought a swarvoski necklace for her which i liked it very much myself.. miss her alot esp when we meet up for dinner n she is not there :( skyped with her today for the first time.. I'm like a sua ku kia can! don't know how to use... heehee..Sharon was angry with me for being late.. sorry love love.. :( 我知错了

Lastly, my boy boy whom i will love always.. Leonard Monster.... heehee...
pls don't hide teddy inside the wardrobe anymore..and thanks for the presents.... and... the many many love from you! ♡♡♡♡♡♡ that all the happiness for now.. more to come!!

letdown

2010-06-27T10:53:00.002+08:00

i was all happy wanting to blog about all that happy moments yesterday..
but what i found out just couldn't give me peace...
why did u have to lie? sigh..

sometimes

2010-06-07T20:58:00.004+08:00

you don't feel so good..
you don't feel so loved..
and you get tired and frustrated..
and you wanna be alone..
then you see things clearer..
you'll realize that it might just be an illusion..

not love.

heehee

2010-05-04T16:57:00.003+08:00

back from Leonard's home...
i got a job!!! FINALLY... yea yea yea yeah!
however this isn't REALLY what i wanted to do.
but i haven figure out what i want.
Leonard have a friend called Wendy, her work is something like event management...
that is something i would go "woah that's cool"
my job would be "oh OK i see"

HUMPH!!!

2010-04-27T13:25:00.002+08:00

WARNING:
this is too cute!!! don't use as profile pic!!!

EYJAFJALLAJOKULL

2010-04-24T12:27:00.001+08:00

HAHAHA!!!

happy 8th week

2010-04-23T12:31:00.000+08:00

life, mine...

2010-04-17T19:26:00.005+08:00

people who are close to me, would know about this story.

when my mum was pregnant with me, everyone thought it should be, must be, have to be a boy. because I've already got 2 sisters above me. so on the day my mum went to have her ultra scan, my dad told my sisters " if this is a boy, i shall bring you girls for a feast". my mum just smiled and thought that no matter what the result is, we shall go for a feast.
and when they knew i was a girl......
straight home
no feast

my grandma was so unhappy i was a girl

my mum was so upset with their reactions

my birth date was so near my aunt's wedding. no one dared to come and visit me and my mum in the hospital. because Chinese believe these things shouldn't clash. my mum told me while others have family gathered around their bed, there was only just me and her. my dad didn't come, because he choose to attend her beloved sister's, my aunt's wedding.

it was such a sad thing. how would you feel if your mum told you that you were born in a situation like this? i feel like i was "extra". like i shouldn't be here.

all these years, i grew up in my mother's care. although i wasn't her favorite, she still loves me, i believe. maybe because she suffered having me, that's why i was her least favorite. though she thinks I'm the stupidest among her four daughters, i did my best to do you proud, it was my best, so please don't look down on me, for i did it to make you proud.

everytime i say this, it would make me wanna cry.

to my father,
thanks to you, there's me.
i hate you.
you only have yourself in mind
you are an unlucky shit and you will never win any money from your stupid lottery.

What's going on?!

2010-04-17T14:39:00.007+08:00

met up with my 宝贝们 on thurs and went to 'Serrangoon Broadway' to rent our graduation robe.. the place is so hard to reach... and went to MOS again!!!
leonard is finally back from this 3days trip to tioman....
and once again.. i thought of cutting my hair to...

(this is so long ago!!!)

but its gonna look dirty when the face gets oily..
tsk tsk tsk.. so indecisive...

P.S
爱
只有简单笔画
却比想象复杂

so

2010-04-13T01:09:00.001+08:00

kranji looks like that..
haha... went to wan xian's home and waited in the car for shihui to arrive at kranji station then off to D'Kranji Farm Resort..
most importantly is to see my cutie pie!! heehee..

oh no!!

2010-04-09T12:50:00.003+08:00

leonard boy is so busy... finally met him yesterday and we watched clash of the titans...
sorry for my mood swing.. luckily you were understanding...
you asked me why i like you..
so did i answer your question?

HAPPY SIXTH WEEK!
be careful for your trip next week...
when will i see you again?

slow life

2010-04-05T16:19:00.002+08:00

went to Leonard's home on thursday and spent the night there because he'll be busy for the whole of the coming week.... just slack... keep slacking... nothing but slack.. HAH...
got a job offer from one of my classmates.. still considering... got its pros and cons...
and i found a job online: 'Assistant Designer'
gonna apply and wait for its outcome...
meanwhile...
SLACK...
be a housewife..

to

2010-04-03T23:43:00.002+08:00

my big one...
i wanna make us strong...

patience tester

2010-03-29T00:15:00.000+08:00

credit to you MR LEONARD SEOW

upset

2010-03-27T00:16:00.001+08:00

with you
JACKIE

25th - 28th

2010-03-24T16:34:00.000+08:00

of March, I'll be at Suntec
"BIRTH the GRADUATION SHOW"
my work is there!

pervert escape LOL

2010-03-22T10:10:00.003+08:00

mum went out for breakfast
and early in the morning mum called and said
"can you come to the bustop to wait for me? i felt someone following me"
and i really went to the bustop with a flying speed and a weapon(HAAA!)..
when the bus arrived, i saw the perv walking towards the bus exit where mum is standing, with a super pervert face
but the moment mum got off, she held my hand and the pervert face was like
"-.-" sian 1/2
and i told mum that we seat at the bustop, see where that perv can go
he really got nowhere to go and i kept staring at him...
haha... stupid retarded idiotic retard asshole...
but i cant blame my mum for being pretty.. heeee
the point is, how can he see me and sian 1/2?!!!!!
URGH... this shows i'm less attractive than a 50yr old auntie
damn.

萧文彦

2010-03-19T01:18:00.001+08:00

is my boyfriend...

happy 3weeks!
♡♡♡

another me

2010-03-17T21:23:00.004+08:00

another shihui

she really loves me and sometimes i felt so doted by her
like a sister
she treats me real nice
we're gonna graduate and we see each other so little now, i'm so not used to it

hee.. love you!

zoo zoo zoo

2010-03-16T13:01:00.003+08:00

its was tiring and sticky. weather was hot and cold.ok i wanted to upload more but its taking a long time and i got no patience

faith

2010-03-09T22:18:00.002+08:00

earn a new fresh piece then

2010-03-04T12:38:00.000+08:00

graduate

2010-03-03T12:27:00.002+08:00

is the thing on my mind now...
followed by the many meet ups...
i'm gonna be so broke...
zoo outing coming soon!

darling

2010-02-28T12:37:00.002+08:00

TAN YAN LING, HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY!!!
love you very much...
please eat more ok!!!

felt

2010-02-26T23:09:00.002+08:00

loved

P.S. HAPPY BIRTHDAY WENDY heeeheeee

oh no

2010-02-25T19:30:00.002+08:00

i should stop getting so used to you...

cry

2010-02-22T17:11:00.002+08:00

your heart out girl

thank

2010-02-20T00:55:00.001+08:00

you

CNY

2010-02-14T01:08:00.002+08:00

is a time to grow fatter..
eat & eat & eat
haha
never hungry, always full
hah
and i had a dream that khalil fong is my bf!

P.S. the memory of us celebrating together is still so fresh but
you've already gone away 2 years, grandma

WTS

2010-02-12T23:22:00.001+08:00

Green nails caused by Pseudomonas bacteria, which grow under a nail that has partially separated from the nail bed, thereby producing a green pigment.

every 3 to 4 months i get it on my toe nail.
gan ji teh suay sai

allan,

2010-02-12T13:25:00.004+08:00

what you can do does not mean what you like to do

and

there's nothing you cant do if its what you like

you are always so demoralizing

henry

2010-02-11T23:04:00.000+08:00

said
' you should find out what you like to do'

accomplished

2010-02-10T14:25:00.003+08:00

my proj..
not much bad comments but no good comments too...
i just pray that i can pass...
the only thing left is 2 more papers
then i'll be out of school for my whole life!
hahaha
glad n sad
glad i can earn money and buy my own stuff
sad i'll miss my friends and the fun and never a 'student' anymore

PS. ong shihui dont be sad with your results alright. you'll have me no matter what

JACKIE!!!

2010-02-06T23:12:00.001+08:00

HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY~!!!
don't be jealous la kay!!!
you know i love you ♡

GREAT

2010-02-03T16:15:00.002+08:00

blogging in sch for the first time...
yea so happy i completed planting plan and material plan....
gonna complete setting out plan and drainage plan by tmr~
and i'm gonna colour my layout plan with photoshop
wish me luck and full patience to my own idiocy... lol..

panic

2010-02-01T01:05:00.002+08:00

sigh, its so hard to concentrate these days...
settled down to do work, got called up again...
and its mummy's bd
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUM!!!
so went out shopping because if i dont go, they also dont wanna go
no choice.

nothing is done AT ALL
planting plan
material plan
drainage plan
contour plan
setting out plan
sections and details
recoloring of layout plan
i'm so dead
n i don't wanna fucking retain

happy!

2010-01-31T00:43:00.000+08:00

got my crocs band~
WWWWEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~!!!

exasperation

2010-01-29T15:18:00.003+08:00

yesterday morning was a very pissed off day
pissed off because i cannot understand why am i always in this shit
the day start of real fine and motivated.
then a call from you spoiled it off.
fuck it.

i step over it and try to do my usual stuff in school.
watched Hi My Sweetheart (海派甜心) a really cute and short drama which brightens my mood........... a little.
saw the trailer of Dear John, seems like a nice movie... i wanna watch it!

then back to the shit feeling. damn it.

sloth

2010-01-26T19:53:00.001+08:00

haha.. didn't go to school today~!
allan, stop calling me 'eee' because EmilEEn okay!!!

fortuitous

2010-01-23T00:26:00.009+08:00

week i had besides the online shopping spree.
its too much to speak
plus, its the same replacement and filling up vacancies issue.
so to anyone who read this,
bear in mind not to find me just to fill up slots or
to give me claptrap cause they were simply palpable to my sensitive mind. thank you.
now
the good thing is that i carry on with my own tribal fun
it just make me satisfied and contented every time ;D
well, some isn't in studio so i couldn't capture~!and then photo of the week!!!

cool right

insanity

2010-01-20T18:13:00.004+08:00

online shopping frenzy with shihui sarang thanks to sharon...
but shihui got really insane... she bought a total of around 250bucks in 2days!!
i'm a good girl... only around 80bucks ;D
WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~!!!

misses

2010-01-19T21:40:00.002+08:00

you still make me smile
even if you're the main reason why i'm sad

lately

2010-01-18T22:40:00.005+08:00

some of the stuff i've been doing or seeing ;D

so once again, some tribal pics..
i wish one day i could take a pic of all of
us: pl wx sh cc @L jon henry kok yb ocean sharon jj

with that tribal band since everyone is wearing it everyday =Dand yesterday i think i got poke by the cactus

and the whole vein seems to swell..

jolyn say i'll be CACTUS WOMEN-.- REVERSI today~!

thats all for now... motivation to work PLEASE~!

sometimes

2010-01-17T23:10:00.003+08:00

i pity you,
you only live life once.. and you spent it planning away...
living a life you organize..
you've got so little freedom for yourself,
why not just let loose once and feel the wind.
you plan and then try to follow,
if you can't, its alright, because that's life
nothing goes as planned.
well i guess you couldn't agree with me
because i'm not you and you're not me
i might regret what i say today
but at least i'm enjoying my way.
you live your kind of life, i just feel you're living a lie.

i just feel for you... my friend (or used to be)

again

2010-01-14T09:00:00.004+08:00

AVATAR.....
with jared chan.....
a secondary school friend.. nice and sweet
always there
never reject my lameness although i can tell he was
being nice playing along with me sometimes.
always there
and always there....
well maybe not ALWAYS but u know he's there
more than someone else does...
hah.. thanks... ;D

so so so sleepy...

Dear Mum

2010-01-12T22:53:00.002+08:00

For a 20 year old girl to always be at home, is either she is friendless or she don't like to go out. I'm such a big girl(or auntie, some may say) now, of course i have my friends and need to go out with them. Although sometimes i go out unwillingly, you can't ask me questions like "did they use a gun to force you to go?". They're friends after all. you can't just leave a place and forget bout the people there, right?

pain

2010-01-10T20:56:00.001+08:00

cut my hair yesterday
at least 3 inches
sigh~

haha

2010-01-09T00:14:00.001+08:00

KENNETH LAU...

DLA

2010-01-07T21:30:00.008+08:00

sometimes,

these people are weird.
i have no idea why they are seating in a queue behind my desk.then sometimes, even weirder things happen.then, the usual L4D session EVERYDAY! hah!and the movie with a BIG crowd and long movie tickets.
♡I'll miss y'all♡
if you caught me looking at you,
just let me, alright? lol

AVATAR

2010-01-06T20:32:00.004+08:00

watched it with jj shihui yb wx cclia allan
a very very nice show especially in 3D
if u haven watch this movie,
you've never seen any movie before...
definitely worth the money
sam worthington is so good looking and
michelle rodriguez is the girl.
man, she's cool!

tribe

2010-01-05T23:14:00.003+08:00

so many people wore the leather band today.. it makes my day....=D
shihui
jj
sharon
yb
huabin
cecilia
jonathan
ocean
and pl is gonna get his tomorrow...
is wendy wearing it?
i knew allan didn't like it :(
it means a lot to me to see people wearing it..
its not something expensive but its a way of remembrance...
if its damaged or what tell me alright!
I'll make new ones for you peeps♡♡♡

FIRST

2010-01-04T21:59:00.006+08:00

post for year 2010~
day of school too!

2010 means its the year for me to turn 21...aaawww man... i don't wanna be old! and the time left for DLAs to be together>>>6weeks!! that's so freaking fast!
anyway, jia ju is such a sweet boy.. seeing him wear that leather band* REALLY made my day! i was looking at some of my classmates' wrist, hoping to see them wear what i made. Of course, shihui WILL wear it^^
shouyi told me he wore it too
yl sweet told me she'll wear it......
;D

so the qn of the day is: how heavy is emileen's hair?! you'll find out soon, peeps~

leather band* is a Christmas present i made for people i care,
people who wore it, belongs to my TRIBE now!!! together with a handmade card.
it is so limited, its an honor if u received it.

jolyn

2009-12-30T23:51:00.002+08:00

dont wanna borrow me the ear piece right?!
anyway its not even yours
if i ever help you or give you songs again
i'll be the dog...
*&%# &*% $@#%#

REPUGNANCE

2009-12-16T00:23:00.005+08:00

for separation
i've had it once, leaving secondary for poly life was one of the most atrocious things in my list, worst feeling ever, feeling lost and upset knowing that no matter how often we try to meet, it'll never be the same. And 2 months away from now, i'm gonna feel like that again. i've said to myself that i'll try not to be close to new friends so i won't feel sad for separation but here i am, before the time has even reached, i'm already defeated by this feeling and i know i'm gonna miss my poly friends. how is it gonna be like on grad day?!! aww man... this sucks.....

another thing that sucks is JACKIE asking me out just because nobody's free for him or wants to accompany him. you know i will be easily contented when you say you thought of me so you asked me out. but i'm not a 3 yr old child ok, i'll get pissed too! SO YOU JUST SHOP ON DAYS WHEN YOUR HORSE GRAIN IS FREE FOR YOU LA OK!!! =(

P.S. do what makes you happy, girl.

YESTERDAY

2009-12-12T23:19:00.003+08:00

a day at grandparents' home =D
went for a walk after that.. it seems like a heritage tour... haha...

endeavor

2009-12-11T11:31:00.003+08:00

i planted the chilli seeds so a plant could grow, and my effort paid off with the harvest=D there's more to come!

DONE

2009-12-09T22:51:00.004+08:00

with proj. the usual no sleep.. haha
presentation was alright... not much mean comments but i'm afraid its because the work simply sucks so they didn't wanna comment.
talking bout being mean, no one else can beat allan in it... its in his blood i guess... lol...
anyway, tomorrow is the last day of sch before holiday...
last holiday as a student in my life..
and, its time for my halu boy to visit the vet=)
on the other hand, JJ please cheer up, i guess i could understand how u felt =(

LIGHT

2009-12-07T05:45:00.001+08:00

finally done with my proj...
photoshop is killer
i'm so cold and hungry..
like so empty and i feel like vomiting...

HELP!

2009-12-03T23:36:00.003+08:00

I'm not late for school today!!! so I spent the whole day in school figuring out my ramp and it ended up stupid anyway. I was trying to use photoshop to colour my plan from 9PM till now and I still cant figure out how to do, even the basic stuff I've to ask Allan... I've done it before but I forgot how to now! Felt really stupid so I decided to go and bang my head T.T so upset with myself... Henry offered to teach me but I guess I'll forget right after he taught me...SIGH~ everyone is sooooo busy, I feel chagrin to ask them. SOMEONE PLEASE SEE THIS POST AND HELP ME WHEN YOU'RE FREE! I'll treat you my early christmas present, cadbury's popping candy from Wendy(thanks for it!)

KOK HUA BIN

2009-12-03T11:02:00.001+08:00

stole my slippers from underneath the table
damn...

PLEASE!

2009-12-01T23:51:00.004+08:00

stop coming to my house like every alternate day
stop using the desktop and laptop like you owned it
stop eating so loud like a fucking pig
stop giving me bullshit and retarded excuses when i ask you to shut your pig mouth when eating
stop typing the keyborad so hard
stop behaving like a wimp, have some pride
stop bullying my Jolyn cause she's a girl after all, i dare you to disturb me
stop taking out your wallet in a ultra slow speed as if its glued into your pocket
stop opening the drawer like you have your stuff inside
stop touching shirlin's itouch
stop attempting to plug my hard disk back to the com when i just removed it, you can't afford the content if you spoil my hard disk and i never say i wanna lent it to you

i never hate you nor do i like you, PLEASE find a place to date.
you are intruding my family and my personal life and you're not really welcomed
i really feel like stabbing you in the stomach or use a brick to smash your head sometimes

NEW MOON!!!

2009-11-26T23:50:00.004+08:00

new moon totally rocks...
although what i imagined while reading the book were different from the movie...
its still good...
jake is new love♡...
totally sexy!!!
now i know why all the guys don't wanna watch this show...

love

2009-11-25T23:02:00.002+08:00

YEA YEA YEA..new moon sneak preview tomorrow...
haven book tickets yet... DIE!
feeling so unwell now and my autocad plan is not even out...

anyway, sunset ytd was beautiful...

yea

2009-11-21T00:26:00.003+08:00

it has been raining and i liked it...
but
my plants need sunlight....
it would be good if it rains every evening
when the sun is down... heeee
new moon is out in the US but not here
shall resist from watching it online...
wait till 3rd Dec

ROCKS!!!

2009-11-13T23:33:00.000+08:00

YES AH!!! 2PM is BACK!!!
WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~

emo shit

2009-11-10T22:38:00.002+08:00

because its deep so it bleeds
and because it bleeds,
there bound to be scars

tonight

2009-11-10T00:31:00.006+08:00

as i was walking home, my mind went wandering
so much thoughts yet it felt so empty
the streets are so noisy yet my space is in silence.
guess i was just tired for not sleeping in 39hrs...

foregoing

2009-11-05T23:12:00.002+08:00

so the happenings for the past few days were pretty bizarre.

first i got a l4d dream where the characters involve me, shihui, allan, cecilia, a boomer, a hunter, a handsome angmoh and alot of random people.

then my apple pie just slip and drop onto the floor but i just picked it up to eat anyway and i realise there isnt any apple in it because it burst after the impact of flying to the ground. so as i was eating the apple keep dropping off.

then as i was eating subway, a piece of my turkey breast flew out and dropped onto the floor but according to the usual emileen, she will pick it up to eat.

so the past few days involved pure stupidity and haplessness.

THE END=D

proj

2009-11-03T23:40:00.002+08:00

history of site
site analysis
initial responses, at least 3 for each problem found
case study
model

left 5 days
GG
i have to work hard...
previous proj i got D, D+, D
ta ma de

values? principles?

2009-10-31T20:54:00.004+08:00

common sense:
when someone took the other person's
belongings without permission
what is it called?

its STEALING

you know your daughters fairly well
the first is easy going. whatever the other sisters want to borrow, its an 'okay'
but its a different case for the second one because she needs to consider long and it may end up 'not okay' still
and the third one, as long as you ask permission, its an 'okay' too
the fourth, gets whatever she wants without bothering to ask because there's a mum to back her up
that's because you play favourism
i'm grown up and used to the biasness so i wouldn't care less bout this.

but you're teaching the fourth one the wrong value,
a value that you're gonna regret.

its not how much that object is worth.
i can understand if you don't have it and really need it
but if you already have it, why wanna take other person's?
even if its just clothes, taking it without permission and keeping it behind her back is deceiving
you deceive your own family, why?
say i'm a busybody or whatever, i don't care. if not you can always decieve me too. if i dont know, i won't talk so much about this.
so its clothes this time, what about money next time? taking money without permission? even if you really needed it, its still wrong right?
you taught me what's right and you do the opposite.

all is bullshit.

life

2009-10-24T02:23:00.003+08:00

is a piece of shit sometimes
when people don't understand you and
don't know how it feels like to be in others' shoes.

don't fucking make assumptions if
you don't know anything at all

if you're born rich, congrats.
if you're not, get ready to be in a world of fucking realities.

wonted

2009-10-21T23:14:00.007+08:00

because during the holidays sleeping time is 3-5am
so getting up early for school is quite a problem...
here's some of the school's happenings:
to give 100 bucks for some grad exhibition
L4D
L4D
site walk
site analysis
L4D
and L4D
die.... never do work..

anyway... after some time and effort.. there's something new to my pot of pomegranate
fruit or what? but i don't see any flower in the beginning.
PS. its so difficult to choose, jon! KIM TAE WOO and NICHKHUN are both too cute, i'll take both =D

dread

2009-10-18T22:50:00.001+08:00

school is gonna reopen tomorrow...
sigh..
its gonna be the last few months of my life as a student, then i'm gonna step into the society
and DIE!!!

labyrinthine

2009-10-16T03:13:00.002+08:00

i always wonder how my brain works
thinking of so many things at a time
so many
its so complicated like a messed up puzzle
i wanted to say
but i dont know where to start
its all in pieces
its those little things that multiply
i cant stand it when people let their emotions control them
but i'm under control too
hah...

WHY?!

2009-10-14T02:00:00.006+08:00

jon thinks i'm mad when

i say:
Nichkhun is idol
KimTaeWoo is the kind i would like in real life
but i like nichkhun best.

Haha... is there anything wrong?
then

@L says:
u gt bad taste =X
i am better XD

yea right, you got problem in your head, @L

death

2009-10-13T21:25:00.003+08:00

ytd morning i heard gee gee(my sister's guinea pig) 'squick' as usual and i couldn't care less because he wasnt my priority.....

i brought halu down for a walk during late evening and while waiting for the lift to get back home, sheena and shirlin came down with gee gee in his home and straight away i knew what happened...

sorry

auntie lucy

2009-10-11T12:51:00.001+08:00

haha... this is cool..

wow #2

2009-10-09T00:41:00.003+08:00

i knew something was going on since shou suddenly asked if i'm home or not... but i cant be sure of it so i didnt prepare myself and i look like crap....
and so.....

thanks dearest... its really a good feeling...

and besides the cake that they've bought, sheena bought another one..

orea cheese cake..then there were subway from wendy and mee sua from mummy...its a foodful birthday and i will become even fatter~

once again, thanks to those who wished me... including derald who made a call LATE!
and renxin who wished me through shou=D

i'm damn freaking 20 now!

creations

2009-10-08T02:15:00.003+08:00

mon is a proud and arrogant girl, wear specs
tues is a shy girl
wed is ah beng girl
thur always cry
fri is the girl with long hair
sat is fat fat one
sun is the siao zhar bor..

ok lame...

wow

2009-10-08T00:13:00.013+08:00

so in the excuse of bringing rufers to my home with chevy today (or rather yesterday the 7th), shihui came with an awesome surprise. not that she threw a party or invited hundreds of people, she came to deliver her friendship to me... not that i wasn't touched, i'm just a person without much expression, but deep down i really appreciate what you did for me... thanks, sweetest!

theres flowers and that book,

its the sweetest thing ever...tulips<3

nice cupcakes and a blurred pic of us

hahahahahahahahahahahahahaha.....

thanks shi, for always making me feel important...

also to mention nice people like

W hasaeyo for the korean utensils

Big Sis for the bag

Cecilia for the card

Jackie for being the first to sms me the bastard that made me smile just like that

and many others who flooded my phone as soon as it is 12am with great wishes

all is appreciated....i'll smile to sleep now though i hate to be 20... =D

impetuosity

2009-10-03T23:01:00.008+08:00

got a new phone because my old one is dead... or almost dead...

everything was done in a rush and the damnedest part is

i ended up with a BABY PINK phone....

whatever.....

pictures for ytd....

cloudy with a chance of meatball
kenny rogers

torpidity

2009-10-02T01:56:00.004+08:00

had been inactive for the holidays...
out of 10 days, i'm home for maybe 9?
does watering plants at the corridor counts?lol
and like FINALLY i went out today, but it was a hot and humdrum day...
did lots of shopping after visiting grandparents, but none is mine!!! at least i got a 30bucks voucher though =D
going out with polymates tmr.. ok, its later....

birthdays

2009-09-29T01:29:00.009+08:00

we don't celebrate birthdays anymore do we?

yes, its a 'WE'...

JEDSXY?? JEDSY??....

J is like ...

its like he is the heart...

no matter how long we've not seen each other, he makes me feel comfortable talking to him, no stress no secrets... he's like family... that's why we always bicker... he calls me only in times of need... is that good or bad? oh well... its ok... that's what friends are for...

D is gay...

i mean he's a happy and easy going person... like a brother....

he does things for you.... real helpful and nice... the reason why he hurt so easily...

but he hide things... he doesnt share emotions unless asked... he wants me to write a compo about him... but what to? hah... he's a damn stubborn person.... we're alike....

S is gay too!

he's busy now, with school stuff... i'm proud of him, he dances well... he likes to stalk my sister because he lives just across the road from my house...

we used to go to ntuc nearby and i always treated him 'lychee tongue'...its an icecream that looks like a tongue...

he doesn't hang it on his mouth on how important we are.... neither did he once said that... but i always felt that we meant something to him...

Y is sweet...

the person that showered most care...

we dislike each other at first.. then became friends....

we sat beside each other in secondary school days..

there seems to be so much to talk about everyday...

thinking of what we've been through

its like a strong bond created...

but it feels far sometimes....though you know that she'll always be there...

X is invisible

no longer there...

someone that matters so much, yet is a stranger...

if i were to see him on the street one day,

i wont call out to him, i dont know how...

not that i'm petty that he rejected our outings

but he rejected us...

everyone has differences.. and there's some differences that you are bound to not like...
effort's made and this is who we are....

but you just don't bother...

E is emotional...

she thinks alot...

but that's because it meant something to her

if not she wouldn't give a damn

she gets attached to something easily...
people come and go, she cannot accept that

that's why she's cold now.... so that she won't get addicted so easily......

it was hard for her to move on at first...

so hard... she hated going to new school and she swears that she won't wanna make anymore friends so there's no parting...but until she met some nice peeps in poly of course....

so, was it hard for you?

the past

happy birthday X

seem

2009-09-28T02:32:00.002+08:00

people always say that we shouldn't judge a book by its cover
but whether they want to even start reading you or not,
its your first impression that matters.

first impression includes how you smell, look, talk and act.

ill-starred

2009-09-26T02:06:00.004+08:00

guess its stomach flu AGAIN!!!
again and again and again and again~
its so common nowadays
and that explains why i'm getting it for the 2nd time in like a month or less....

head's heavy body's burning
burning and sweating
sweating yet cold
cold and hungry
hungry but not feel like eating
eat and the stomach start growling
and all the joints feel like breaking...

that's how it feels like or at least its how i felt... and you just have to keep going to the toilet that you feel like you might as well stay there the whole day...
worst of all its contagious.....ARGH......

Best of luck everyone... this virus is all around...

BTW.. derald's back in Singapore after attachment in China.. JEDSY shall meet up soon..=D

ridicule

2009-09-23T01:47:00.007+08:00

there's this weird guy on msn.. shall name him 'some nutcase'
words in brackets are my thoughts.. it'll be too mean if i wrote them...=D

some nutcase: wad's ur number ah??

emileen: uh y?

some nutcase: i change no.. forgotten urs ma...

emileen: oh.. no worries... you didnt forget mine.. you didnt have it in the first place..

some nutcase: juz for catch up for u for dinner via sms. seem lik u'r unoccupied for the next sch reopen

emileen: (the english is the POWDERFUL..... and DINNER VIA SMS huh... how? eat the text???) lol.. catch up? (what to catch when i don't even know you?!) haha... even if i'm unoccupied doesn't mean i have to go for dinner with you.....

some nutcase: wow.. lik dat mehzz... i'm dishearted.. sob

emileen: lol.. is that my prob? i dont even know you... you're not even in my contact list..

i don't mean to be mean and i know karma's gonna strike me but i've really got no patient for people like this...

disenthrall

2009-09-23T00:52:00.003+08:00

If someone wants to be a part of your life,

they'll make an effort to be in it.

So don't bother reserving a space in your heart

for someone who doesn't make an effort to stay.

(of course this wasn't written by me, i just found it by ACCIDENT)

YOU!
this is SO for you... or rather for me to tell you...
it was just me all these while.. just friendship to me.. but not you!
i'm always making the effort for me to be in your heart and for you to be in my heart...
its so difficult for me to lie to myself that we're still friends when we've not seen each other for like what..... 11months?1 whole year?
its time for me to free myself from the delusions that we're still friends...
i'm too tired...

stupefy

2009-09-20T11:39:00.000+08:00

i was shocked by my own blog music because it was so loud that i jumped so hard from my seat... HAHA...

breathe

2009-09-16T20:04:00.001+08:00

Decided to join the rest at bedok on the 15th and headed to ECP!!! it was a freaking hot day and there's nothing much to do. So we started BBQing (i was kind enough to offer eye power^^)and riding bicycles around...Before we realise, it was already too late for me to go home...so.... i gave myself an excuse to stay over with all the kind souls offering me their clothes...... went to public toilet for a shower past midnight. Scary but shiok. The force of the water is superb that it feels like someone slapping you hard on your face when u try to wash them. The cold sea breeze makes it even BETTER. Cycled to mac and chilled till 4am.......... had breakfast and chilled at the beach while waiting for sun rise........ended up looking like a zombie... really nothing much to do so we left at around 9am with a little of my madness........

its been a while since i've done something like that with fun people.. gave me some fresh mind after all the pollution thats killing me all these while.......

FIRST^^

2009-09-11T00:45:00.001+08:00

Just trying out........=]