birthdays

we don't celebrate birthdays anymore do we?

yes, its a 'WE'...

JEDSXY?? JEDSY??....

J is like ...

its like he is the heart...

no matter how long we've not seen each other, he makes me feel comfortable talking to him, no stress no secrets... he's like family... that's why we always bicker... he calls me only in times of need... is that good or bad? oh well... its ok... that's what friends are for...

D is gay...

i mean he's a happy and easy going person... like a brother....

he does things for you.... real helpful and nice... the reason why he hurt so easily...

but he hide things... he doesnt share emotions unless asked... he wants me to write a compo about him... but what to? hah... he's a damn stubborn person.... we're alike....

S is gay too!

he's busy now, with school stuff... i'm proud of him, he dances well... he likes to stalk my sister because he lives just across the road from my house...

we used to go to ntuc nearby and i always treated him 'lychee tongue'...its an icecream that looks like a tongue...

he doesn't hang it on his mouth on how important we are.... neither did he once said that... but i always felt that we meant something to him...

Y is sweet...

the person that showered most care...

we dislike each other at first.. then became friends....

we sat beside each other in secondary school days..

there seems to be so much to talk about everyday...

thinking of what we've been through

its like a strong bond created...

but it feels far sometimes....though you know that she'll always be there...

X is invisible

no longer there...

someone that matters so much, yet is a stranger...

if i were to see him on the street one day,

i wont call out to him, i dont know how...

not that i'm petty that he rejected our outings

but he rejected us...

everyone has differences.. and there's some differences that you are bound to not like...
effort's made and this is who we are....

but you just don't bother...

E is emotional...

she thinks alot...

but that's because it meant something to her

if not she wouldn't give a damn

she gets attached to something easily...
people come and go, she cannot accept that

that's why she's cold now.... so that she won't get addicted so easily......

it was hard for her to move on at first...

so hard... she hated going to new school and she swears that she won't wanna make anymore friends so there's no parting...but until she met some nice peeps in poly of course....

so, was it hard for you?

the past

happy birthday X