jolyn

dont wanna borrow me the ear piece right?!
anyway its not even yours
if i ever help you or give you songs again
i'll be the dog...
*&%# &*% $@#%#

REPUGNANCE

for separation
i've had it once, leaving secondary for poly life was one of the most atrocious things in my list, worst feeling ever, feeling lost and upset knowing that no matter how often we try to meet, it'll never be the same. And 2 months away from now, i'm gonna feel like that again. i've said to myself that i'll try not to be close to new friends so i won't feel sad for separation but here i am, before the time has even reached, i'm already defeated by this feeling and i know i'm gonna miss my poly friends. how is it gonna be like on grad day?!! aww man... this sucks.....

another thing that sucks is JACKIE asking me out just because nobody's free for him or wants to accompany him. you know i will be easily contented when you say you thought of me so you asked me out. but i'm not a 3 yr old child ok, i'll get pissed too! SO YOU JUST SHOP ON DAYS WHEN YOUR HORSE GRAIN IS FREE FOR YOU LA OK!!! =(

P.S. do what makes you happy, girl.

YESTERDAY

a day at grandparents' home =D
went for a walk after that.. it seems like a heritage tour... haha...

endeavor

i planted the chilli seeds so a plant could grow, and my effort paid off with the harvest=D there's more to come!

DONE

with proj. the usual no sleep.. haha
presentation was alright... not much mean comments but i'm afraid its because the work simply sucks so they didn't wanna comment.
talking bout being mean, no one else can beat allan in it... its in his blood i guess... lol...
anyway, tomorrow is the last day of sch before holiday...
last holiday as a student in my life..
and, its time for my halu boy to visit the vet=)
on the other hand, JJ please cheer up, i guess i could understand how u felt =(

LIGHT

finally done with my proj...
photoshop is killer
i'm so cold and hungry..
like so empty and i feel like vomiting...

HELP!

I'm not late for school today!!! so I spent the whole day in school figuring out my ramp and it ended up stupid anyway. I was trying to use photoshop to colour my plan from 9PM till now and I still cant figure out how to do, even the basic stuff I've to ask Allan... I've done it before but I forgot how to now! Felt really stupid so I decided to go and bang my head T.T so upset with myself... Henry offered to teach me but I guess I'll forget right after he taught me...SIGH~ everyone is sooooo busy, I feel chagrin to ask them. SOMEONE PLEASE SEE THIS POST AND HELP ME WHEN YOU'RE FREE! I'll treat you my early christmas present, cadbury's popping candy from Wendy(thanks for it!)

KOK HUA BIN

stole my slippers from underneath the table
damn...

PLEASE!

stop coming to my house like every alternate day
stop using the desktop and laptop like you owned it
stop eating so loud like a fucking pig
stop giving me bullshit and retarded excuses when i ask you to shut your pig mouth when eating
stop typing the keyborad so hard
stop behaving like a wimp, have some pride
stop bullying my Jolyn cause she's a girl after all, i dare you to disturb me
stop taking out your wallet in a ultra slow speed as if its glued into your pocket
stop opening the drawer like you have your stuff inside
stop touching shirlin's itouch
stop attempting to plug my hard disk back to the com when i just removed it, you can't afford the content if you spoil my hard disk and i never say i wanna lent it to you

i never hate you nor do i like you, PLEASE find a place to date.
you are intruding my family and my personal life and you're not really welcomed
i really feel like stabbing you in the stomach or use a brick to smash your head sometimes