REPUGNANCE

for separation
i've had it once, leaving secondary for poly life was one of the most atrocious things in my list, worst feeling ever, feeling lost and upset knowing that no matter how often we try to meet, it'll never be the same. And 2 months away from now, i'm gonna feel like that again. i've said to myself that i'll try not to be close to new friends so i won't feel sad for separation but here i am, before the time has even reached, i'm already defeated by this feeling and i know i'm gonna miss my poly friends. how is it gonna be like on grad day?!! aww man... this sucks.....

another thing that sucks is JACKIE asking me out just because nobody's free for him or wants to accompany him. you know i will be easily contented when you say you thought of me so you asked me out. but i'm not a 3 yr old child ok, i'll get pissed too! SO YOU JUST SHOP ON DAYS WHEN YOUR HORSE GRAIN IS FREE FOR YOU LA OK!!! =(

P.S. do what makes you happy, girl.