exasperation

yesterday morning was a very pissed off day
pissed off because i cannot understand why am i always in this shit
the day start of real fine and motivated.
then a call from you spoiled it off.
fuck it.

i step over it and try to do my usual stuff in school.
watched Hi My Sweetheart (海派甜心) a really cute and short drama which brightens my mood........... a little.
saw the trailer of Dear John, seems like a nice movie... i wanna watch it!


then back to the shit feeling. damn it.