HUMPH!!!

WARNING:
this is too cute!!! don't use as profile pic!!!

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HAHAHA!!!

happy 8th week

life, mine...

people who are close to me, would know about this story.

when my mum was pregnant with me, everyone thought it should be, must be, have to be a boy. because I've already got 2 sisters above me. so on the day my mum went to have her ultra scan, my dad told my sisters " if this is a boy, i shall bring you girls for a feast". my mum just smiled and thought that no matter what the result is, we shall go for a feast.
and when they knew i was a girl......
straight home
no feast

my grandma was so unhappy i was a girl

my mum was so upset with their reactions

my birth date was so near my aunt's wedding. no one dared to come and visit me and my mum in the hospital. because Chinese believe these things shouldn't clash. my mum told me while others have family gathered around their bed, there was only just me and her. my dad didn't come, because he choose to attend her beloved sister's, my aunt's wedding.

it was such a sad thing. how would you feel if your mum told you that you were born in a situation like this? i feel like i was "extra". like i shouldn't be here.

all these years, i grew up in my mother's care. although i wasn't her favorite, she still loves me, i believe. maybe because she suffered having me, that's why i was her least favorite. though she thinks I'm the stupidest among her four daughters, i did my best to do you proud, it was my best, so please don't look down on me, for i did it to make you proud.

everytime i say this, it would make me wanna cry.

to my father,
thanks to you, there's me.
i hate you.
you only have yourself in mind
you are an unlucky shit and you will never win any money from your stupid lottery.

What's going on?!

met up with my 宝贝们 on thurs and went to 'Serrangoon Broadway' to rent our graduation robe.. the place is so hard to reach... and went to MOS again!!!
leonard is finally back from this 3days trip to tioman....
and once again.. i thought of cutting my hair to...

(this is so long ago!!!)

but its gonna look dirty when the face gets oily..
tsk tsk tsk.. so indecisive...


P.S
爱
只有简单笔画
却比想象复杂

so

kranji looks like that..
haha... went to wan xian's home and waited in the car for shihui to arrive at kranji station then off to D'Kranji Farm Resort..
most importantly is to see my cutie pie!! heehee..

oh no!!

leonard boy is so busy... finally met him yesterday and we watched clash of the titans...
sorry for my mood swing.. luckily you were understanding...
you asked me why i like you..
so did i answer your question?

HAPPY SIXTH WEEK!
be careful for your trip next week...
when will i see you again?

slow life

went to Leonard's home on thursday and spent the night there because he'll be busy for the whole of the coming week.... just slack... keep slacking... nothing but slack.. HAH...
got a job offer from one of my classmates.. still considering... got its pros and cons...
and i found a job online: 'Assistant Designer'
gonna apply and wait for its outcome...
meanwhile...
SLACK...
be a housewife..

to

my big one...
i wanna make us strong...