HERSHEY'S

this means double chin double up!

sssssweeeeetttttt

Movie yesterday with darling boy is the best thing, although he finishes the food and drinks real fast.. as in REAL fast... but its ok... he looks after me well.. he know i've got sweaty palms and will get real cold in air conditioned places, so he always watch over me.. i wonder if he's watching me or the movie sometimes... but its SSSSSSWEEEEEEEETT...
The Sorcerer's Apprentice = NICE! Dave is real cute..

return

woah... back after 2 months.. well i guess not many people is reading so i just write for my own pleasure.. the past 3 months at work was fine.. learning more n more things.. if i should say where is the best place to learn for a new staff as a Business Office Assistant in SGH, i would say its Blk 7... Best people, Best environment.
ok boring i know.. because its only for my colleagues who will know where the hell is Blk 7...
then, boring working life came a new youngster to our auntie-ful Connection 1 Business Office..
ta-dah <DENNIS> and there is SHAKILA too!
he will miss the private pantry now that he's back to SGH Business Office...then there is the Shihui who is there for me and i know she will always be...
Cecilia went Australia... been cracking our brains before she left for the best present that we could get for her.. in the end we bought a swarvoski necklace for her which i liked it very much myself.. miss her alot esp when we meet up for dinner n she is not there :( skyped with her today for the first time.. I'm like a sua ku kia can! don't know how to use... heehee..Sharon was angry with me for being late.. sorry love love.. :( 我知错了

Lastly, my boy boy whom i will love always.. Leonard Monster.... heehee...
pls don't hide teddy inside the wardrobe anymore..and thanks for the presents.... and... the many many love from you! ♡♡♡♡♡♡ that all the happiness for now.. more to come!!

letdown

i was all happy wanting to blog about all that happy moments yesterday..
but what i found out just couldn't give me peace...
why did u have to lie? sigh..

sometimes

you don't feel so good..
you don't feel so loved..
and you get tired and frustrated..
and you wanna be alone..
then you see things clearer..
you'll realize that it might just be an illusion..












not love.

heehee

back from Leonard's home...
i got a job!!! FINALLY... yea yea yea yeah!
however this isn't REALLY what i wanted to do.
but i haven figure out what i want.
Leonard have a friend called Wendy, her work is something like event management...
that is something i would go "woah that's cool"
my job would be "oh OK i see"

HUMPH!!!

WARNING:
this is too cute!!! don't use as profile pic!!!

EYJAFJALLAJOKULL

HAHAHA!!!

happy 8th week

life, mine...

people who are close to me, would know about this story.

when my mum was pregnant with me, everyone thought it should be, must be, have to be a boy. because I've already got 2 sisters above me. so on the day my mum went to have her ultra scan, my dad told my sisters " if this is a boy, i shall bring you girls for a feast". my mum just smiled and thought that no matter what the result is, we shall go for a feast.
and when they knew i was a girl......
straight home
no feast

my grandma was so unhappy i was a girl

my mum was so upset with their reactions

my birth date was so near my aunt's wedding. no one dared to come and visit me and my mum in the hospital. because Chinese believe these things shouldn't clash. my mum told me while others have family gathered around their bed, there was only just me and her. my dad didn't come, because he choose to attend her beloved sister's, my aunt's wedding.

it was such a sad thing. how would you feel if your mum told you that you were born in a situation like this? i feel like i was "extra". like i shouldn't be here.

all these years, i grew up in my mother's care. although i wasn't her favorite, she still loves me, i believe. maybe because she suffered having me, that's why i was her least favorite. though she thinks I'm the stupidest among her four daughters, i did my best to do you proud, it was my best, so please don't look down on me, for i did it to make you proud.

everytime i say this, it would make me wanna cry.

to my father,
thanks to you, there's me.
i hate you.
you only have yourself in mind
you are an unlucky shit and you will never win any money from your stupid lottery.

What's going on?!

met up with my 宝贝们 on thurs and went to 'Serrangoon Broadway' to rent our graduation robe.. the place is so hard to reach... and went to MOS again!!!
leonard is finally back from this 3days trip to tioman....
and once again.. i thought of cutting my hair to...

(this is so long ago!!!)

but its gonna look dirty when the face gets oily..
tsk tsk tsk.. so indecisive...


P.S
爱
只有简单笔画
却比想象复杂

so

kranji looks like that..
haha... went to wan xian's home and waited in the car for shihui to arrive at kranji station then off to D'Kranji Farm Resort..
most importantly is to see my cutie pie!! heehee..

oh no!!

leonard boy is so busy... finally met him yesterday and we watched clash of the titans...
sorry for my mood swing.. luckily you were understanding...
you asked me why i like you..
so did i answer your question?

HAPPY SIXTH WEEK!
be careful for your trip next week...
when will i see you again?

slow life

went to Leonard's home on thursday and spent the night there because he'll be busy for the whole of the coming week.... just slack... keep slacking... nothing but slack.. HAH...
got a job offer from one of my classmates.. still considering... got its pros and cons...
and i found a job online: 'Assistant Designer'
gonna apply and wait for its outcome...
meanwhile...
SLACK...
be a housewife..

to

my big one...
i wanna make us strong...

patience tester

credit to you MR LEONARD SEOW

upset

with you
JACKIE

25th - 28th

of March, I'll be at Suntec
"BIRTH the GRADUATION SHOW"
my work is there!

pervert escape LOL

mum went out for breakfast
and early in the morning mum called and said
"can you come to the bustop to wait for me? i felt someone following me"
and i really went to the bustop with a flying speed and a weapon(HAAA!)..
when the bus arrived, i saw the perv walking towards the bus exit where mum is standing, with a super pervert face
but the moment mum got off, she held my hand and the pervert face was like
"-.-" sian 1/2
and i told mum that we seat at the bustop, see where that perv can go
he really got nowhere to go and i kept staring at him...
haha... stupid retarded idiotic retard asshole...
but i cant blame my mum for being pretty.. heeee
the point is, how can he see me and sian 1/2?!!!!!
URGH... this shows i'm less attractive than a 50yr old auntie
damn.

萧文彦

is my boyfriend...

happy 3weeks!
♡♡♡

another me

another shihui

she really loves me and sometimes i felt so doted by her
like a sister
she treats me real nice
we're gonna graduate and we see each other so little now, i'm so not used to it

hee.. love you!

zoo zoo zoo

its was tiring and sticky. weather was hot and cold.ok i wanted to upload more but its taking a long time and i got no patience

faith

earn a new fresh piece then

graduate

is the thing on my mind now...
followed by the many meet ups...
i'm gonna be so broke...
zoo outing coming soon!

darling

TAN YAN LING, HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY!!!
love you very much...
please eat more ok!!!

felt

loved

P.S. HAPPY BIRTHDAY WENDY heeeheeee

oh no

i should stop getting so used to you...

cry

your heart out girl

thank

you

CNY

is a time to grow fatter..
eat & eat & eat
haha
never hungry, always full
hah
and i had a dream that khalil fong is my bf!


P.S. the memory of us celebrating together is still so fresh but
you've already gone away 2 years, grandma

WTS

Green nails caused by Pseudomonas bacteria, which grow under a nail that has partially separated from the nail bed, thereby producing a green pigment.

every 3 to 4 months i get it on my toe nail.
gan ji teh suay sai

allan,

what you can do does not mean what you like to do

and

there's nothing you cant do if its what you like

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you are always so demoralizing

henry

said
' you should find out what you like to do'

accomplished

my proj..
not much bad comments but no good comments too...
i just pray that i can pass...
the only thing left is 2 more papers
then i'll be out of school for my whole life!
hahaha
glad n sad
glad i can earn money and buy my own stuff
sad i'll miss my friends and the fun and never a 'student' anymore

PS. ong shihui dont be sad with your results alright. you'll have me no matter what

JACKIE!!!

HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY~!!!
don't be jealous la kay!!!
you know i love you ♡

GREAT

blogging in sch for the first time...
yea so happy i completed planting plan and material plan....
gonna complete setting out plan and drainage plan by tmr~
and i'm gonna colour my layout plan with photoshop
wish me luck and full patience to my own idiocy... lol..

panic

sigh, its so hard to concentrate these days...
settled down to do work, got called up again...
and its mummy's bd
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUM!!!
so went out shopping because if i dont go, they also dont wanna go
no choice.

nothing is done AT ALL
planting plan
material plan
drainage plan
contour plan
setting out plan
sections and details
recoloring of layout plan
i'm so dead
n i don't wanna fucking retain

happy!

got my crocs band~
WWWWEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~!!!

exasperation

yesterday morning was a very pissed off day
pissed off because i cannot understand why am i always in this shit
the day start of real fine and motivated.
then a call from you spoiled it off.
fuck it.

i step over it and try to do my usual stuff in school.
watched Hi My Sweetheart (海派甜心) a really cute and short drama which brightens my mood........... a little.
saw the trailer of Dear John, seems like a nice movie... i wanna watch it!


then back to the shit feeling. damn it.

sloth

haha.. didn't go to school today~!
allan, stop calling me 'eee' because EmilEEn okay!!!

fortuitous

week i had besides the online shopping spree.
its too much to speak
plus, its the same replacement and filling up vacancies issue.
so to anyone who read this,
bear in mind not to find me just to fill up slots or
to give me claptrap cause they were simply palpable to my sensitive mind. thank you.
now
the good thing is that i carry on with my own tribal fun
it just make me satisfied and contented every time ;D
well, some isn't in studio so i couldn't capture~!and then photo of the week!!!

cool right

insanity

online shopping frenzy with shihui sarang thanks to sharon...
but shihui got really insane... she bought a total of around 250bucks in 2days!!
i'm a good girl... only around 80bucks ;D
WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~!!!

misses

you still make me smile
even if you're the main reason why i'm sad

lately

some of the stuff i've been doing or seeing ;D

so once again, some tribal pics..
i wish one day i could take a pic of all of
us: pl wx sh cc @L jon henry kok yb ocean sharon jj

with that tribal band since everyone is wearing it everyday =Dand yesterday i think i got poke by the cactus

and the whole vein seems to swell..

jolyn say i'll be CACTUS WOMEN-.- REVERSI today~!

thats all for now... motivation to work PLEASE~!

sometimes

i pity you,
you only live life once.. and you spent it planning away...
living a life you organize..
you've got so little freedom for yourself,
why not just let loose once and feel the wind.
you plan and then try to follow,
if you can't, its alright, because that's life
nothing goes as planned.
well i guess you couldn't agree with me
because i'm not you and you're not me
i might regret what i say today
but at least i'm enjoying my way.
you live your kind of life, i just feel you're living a lie.




i just feel for you... my friend (or used to be)

again

AVATAR.....
with jared chan.....
a secondary school friend.. nice and sweet
always there
never reject my lameness although i can tell he was
being nice playing along with me sometimes.
always there
and always there....
well maybe not ALWAYS but u know he's there
more than someone else does...
hah.. thanks... ;D


so so so sleepy...

Dear Mum

For a 20 year old girl to always be at home, is either she is friendless or she don't like to go out. I'm such a big girl(or auntie, some may say) now, of course i have my friends and need to go out with them. Although sometimes i go out unwillingly, you can't ask me questions like "did they use a gun to force you to go?". They're friends after all. you can't just leave a place and forget bout the people there, right?

pain

cut my hair yesterday
at least 3 inches
sigh~

haha

KENNETH LAU...

DLA

sometimes,

these people are weird.
i have no idea why they are seating in a queue behind my desk.then sometimes, even weirder things happen.then, the usual L4D session EVERYDAY! hah!and the movie with a BIG crowd and long movie tickets.
♡I'll miss y'all♡
if you caught me looking at you,
just let me, alright? lol

AVATAR

watched it with jj shihui yb wx cclia allan
a very very nice show especially in 3D
if u haven watch this movie,
you've never seen any movie before...
definitely worth the money
sam worthington is so good looking and
michelle rodriguez is the girl.
man, she's cool!

tribe

so many people wore the leather band today.. it makes my day....=D
shihui
jj
sharon
yb
huabin
cecilia
jonathan
ocean
and pl is gonna get his tomorrow...
is wendy wearing it?
i knew allan didn't like it :(
it means a lot to me to see people wearing it..
its not something expensive but its a way of remembrance...
if its damaged or what tell me alright!
I'll make new ones for you peeps♡♡♡

FIRST

• post for year 2010~
• day of school too!
  

2010 means its the year for me to turn 21...aaawww man... i don't wanna be old! and the time left for DLAs to be together>>>6weeks!! that's so freaking fast!
anyway, jia ju is such a sweet boy.. seeing him wear that leather band* REALLY made my day! i was looking at some of my classmates' wrist, hoping to see them wear what i made. Of course, shihui WILL wear it^^
shouyi told me he wore it too
yl sweet told me she'll wear it......
;D

so the qn of the day is: how heavy is emileen's hair?! you'll find out soon, peeps~

leather band* is a Christmas present i made for people i care,
people who wore it, belongs to my TRIBE now!!! together with a handmade card.
it is so limited, its an honor if u received it.